you made me an astronaut

dredg - matroshka

with an overwhelming urge to tell you how i feel,
i can only tell, how much i am scared of losing you,
with the threshold of the memories on my shoulder,
as just as a single blessing, with a fuzzy feeling in my head,
i feel lost and found, maybe i'm not in the world,
yet, i've passed the moon, the mars and lots of stars,
maybe i'm in somewhere better but not heard nor has a name,
and in here only thing has its colors left is;
endless need to hold and to be held.

emr sag