license to hate

Are you even aware of how much pain I'm in?
Do you ever wonder where have you been?
All my life you just caused suffering,
Disavowal, unacceptable, and disapproval is all I'm feeling,
You seem to be close and caring, but I'm never on receiving,
Holy mantle, one true god you are talking,
Like you personally own the only way to believe in something,
Holding all the sacred, blessed and divine, but it's only a uniform you are wearing,
Yeah, that's the only correct way that our believes dictates us to be following(!),
Yet you are so blind to your hypocrisies, neck-deep, barely swimming,
Leaving me without any safe harbor, a home I can call it in,

Are you even aware of how much pain I'm in?
And how much of it that you are causing?

I don't ask for peace, any form of apologies or even understanding,
"Don't you love us? Love me?", Just don't fucking be asking.

emr sag