Have you passed thorugh this night?

alarms are ringing and I just snooze
with the help of the booze

walls are closing in this cell
and I've carefully created my own hell

a vase filled to the brim with pain
I wasted years just not to feel, so no gain

too big to swallow I can't breath
they've surfaced at once, all that once was beneath

lost it all now I've got nothing to lose
but still can't let anything loose

every sleep is bliss with the hope it will be last
and every morning is extended sentence, direction still lost

tormented with every sensation and thought
every river is dry, it is madness, this drought

explosions in the sky - have you passed through this night?

emr sag