own it

at the edge of sleep where my mind at its weakest, fears running loose
clinging to rim of existence, drums are going wild, fading away
image of you out of no where, tears in pillow, out of breath
no more says a piece, escaped from its leash, with a bat in its hand, in blood bath
no vase is safe to put you in, my most fragile, sand in fist, slipping
love was a endless well, that we now drowning in
pain, lack of rain, lots of  sharp things, pointing
a door within reach, not to light or dark, definately not something green
one more night, one more sleep, turn into sheep and jump
to the darkness i nurse, the black hole i possess, tailor made

random acts of kindness can't hold any longer,
load the barrel, fill the tub, grab a handful
don't be coward, don't be a selfish asshole,
do it, own it
end it, but own it
endure it, have to own it
swallow and puke, get through it

done the deed, now own the pain
shredded roads are waiting for shredded minds
million of me but one survives

frozen time, press play and lose the one
then no one survives

-
emr sag